"I ruined myself for a lot of people that werent even worth it"

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(Source: askaboutnikki, via atel-opho-bi-a)

Anonymous:
Perhaps it is time to walk away from this relationship if it's so one sided. You shouldn't have to continue to put in so much effort if he isn't. That's not fair to you.

He does put in effort just not as much as I want him to, or as much as he used to. I’m not one thats gonna give up so easy but I’m also not gonna stay around if I’m the only one that has to make the efforts. You’re completely right though, thank you. 

story of my fucking life

  • Me: I won't let it bother me I won't let it bother me I won't let it bother me
  • Me: *lays down to sleep at night*
  • Me: It bothers me, actually it really fucking bothers me, so let's lay here and think and stress about it instead of sleeping.

"People aren’t books, I’ve learned.
You can’t bookmark your favorite pieces
to return to whenever you’re feeling lonely;
when the nights get too cold and you
need something familiar to keep you warm,
you can’t reopen their spines and wear
out their pages and call that obsession love."

Pavana पवन (via maza-dohta)

(via thedreamerdisorder)

happy and pissed off

SOOO incredibly happy my life has been going perfectly lately, and I just got a job after only a day of job searching (fucking awesome). I can’t wait to start making money again. And everything else has been going well for me too. 

Pissed off because you seriously were a bitch to me for no reason and now you’re trying to talk like everything is okay? HA HA no thanks dude you can go fuck yourself. 

other than that.. life is grand :)

Today

Was absolutely horrible. All I want right now is a puppy to cuddle up with. I have to get one.